Whenever I go to the department store or something, I walk down every aisle, look at everything, idk? It's nice, for me I guess.
It's funny how the different aisles affect me and what emotions they draw out.
Like the hardware aisle, particularly the part with the power tools, sort of .. empowers me. It makes me feel tougher, stronger, more durable. It makes me smile how people don't expect someone like me to appreciate a chainsaw or a drill.
The hosiery and homeware section makes me feel a little nostalgic of my old every day life. I really like cushions, whenever I see one I just want to squish it in my arms.
Toys, however, they make me sad.
I just miss talking to you?
I miss you giving a fuck about whatever I have to say.
But whatever man, it's your loss.
I really just have nothing to say, sorry ..
But at least I finally got into Pottermore (:
Cos you looked so freaking ugly lol.
I know you think you looked absolutely amazing but honey, second-hand clothes just aren't going to cut it.
And I bet you thought it was cool to have that cake with all sorts of sexual terms on it, when no one really gave a shit and it tasted like crap anyway.
I'm glad I didn't go, if I did I would've had to sit and pretend to smile.
Btw, my boy? You look fat. (:
More like don't tell Steven.
Is it bad that I miss Cameron?
I dream of him all the time, and I find myself searching for him online and stuff.
A little history for you:
Cameron is my ex.
We broke up October '09 after .. 5 months?
Our relationship was pretty much nonexistent except for like .. sexting and stuff.
We weren't close at all, we didn't talk, we didn't even go out at all.
So .. I don't have any right to miss him.
But it's weird that he always appears in my dreams. I never dream of Steven or any of my other exes.
I don't know where I'm going with this .. I just needed it out.
